Crying...Sob!

Crying....... Sob! Sob!.............

Today is a very lousy day for me. I have been trying my best to finish my school during 8am to 4pm. Those who knows me will know that I do not like ppl to address me my chinese name. But during these few days in school, Some of the lecturer call me by my chinese name when I have written on the attendance sheet or ask them to address by my english name. But seems that only 2 lecturers are did by calling my english name. But as for the rest, I really feel fucked up with them. I did put my english name there, it seems that either they are blind or they don't know how to pronounce my english. Especially the Int'l Biz lecturer, I did put my english name there but the called my chinese name.

So frm monday onwards, which is ytd, My class the guy have been playing with my chinese name during the first period till today after the lesson ended. There are time during the class, I really fell like crying, but in the end i swallow it back into my stomach. I think its really time to let those lecturers know that I prefer ppl to call my english than chinese name. If they still dun listen, I maybe will consider using my own way to settle this problem. I hope it will be the last resort to do this. I will make them pay for what they did by sending them to "DIE". I mean what I said. REMEMBER!

Btw, projects, proposals and ICAs are all around the corner, I am so stressed up with my studies and at the same time I have to work 3 days a week. Though studies are as impt as work, I still have to strive a balance in the both of them. This is also going to take up most of my stamina everyday. And one more thing, my NAPFA test is on the 1st of June 2007, which is coming soon and I have not prepare anything yet. Maybe I will consider to take a doctor letter for examption on this matter.

Till date, things that I have completed is none. I have done my proposal half-way, the projects not started yet and tml I have a claculas test which I have not studied and ICA for next wk not yet prepare. I hope I will not fail for all my ICAs and projects.

Hmm... For those who ask me to update my blog, HERE I have done it. Its not everytime I have things to write on. Its only when there are time when things happen and I feeling lost in life then maybe I will update it. So do not take it for granted. Thanks!



I'm a saddist. Please do not save me. Let me Die!